I was always told no to let people know when you are feeling down because they can use it against you. But no one can make you feel worse than yourself and right now I’m dying inside. so here it is. I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE. school was always my thing, no one else in my family did it and im doing it. and me being forced to take a semester off is fucking with me. my mother makes me feel like its my fault being I didnt take out a personal loan for $20,000 for one semester. I honestly want to say fuck it but I feel useless and I’m trying to pick up the pieces of what should be my future but I don’t know what happens next. welcoming to the falling.